if you don’t have the balls to inbox me and talk about this personally and privately then why should i listen to you? wow, i had a bong. i’ve smoked alot worse shit in my life so don’t even bother. and for the whole benny situation…. yes, he broke my heart and yes people think im a fuckhead for going back to him but right now we are amazing, i love him so much and he makes me so happy. yes i know that if the same shit goes down as every other time it will kill me 100 times worse but its worth the happiness his bringing me know. and just so you know, he wants me to better myself and i want to because of him… so his trying to do the same thing as you so dont be so quick to judge him.